well, was acutally browsing through the friendster of my friends, looking through my friends' profiles. at this moment, i realised tat i have not seen these pple for so long. kinda miss them.. and miss the fun we had. but... i realised tt my sec sch life was a major part tt i have missed out so badly.

i wish time could go back.. i wish i could be given a second chance. i wish to be able to spend time with them.. to join them for activities, but i sort of missed them out totally.

friendship really means a lot to me. just tat sometime i really ask to be a better friend, someone who is able to be trusted and to give a lending ear whenever needed. the sad fact is tt,, i don even have the time for myself. i m like slogging off to earn and save for my uni fees.. which will cost around 37k. haiz.. never would i be able to get this amt of money bah.

seems like pple of my age are enjoying their life pretty much. or rather... uni life will be so enjoyable too rite?? i wish to be part of them, but i m left with no choice.

God definitely have a better plan instored for me. so.. i need not worry, but to anticipate and wait upon Him patiently.

God work in all circumstances! Amen.

a sudden -ve emotions and tots jus overwhelm me tt it makes me down.. but the tot of Greater blessings ahead empowers me again!