Just last week, Pst li shien actually asked me about my commitment in the youth ministry work. I told her that i m more or less shaken myself, having the stress , lost and the duno wat to do situation, i m much afraid that i may not be the best candidate to be leading the girls for the year2010.
As we are approaching year 2010, 2009 seems to be a really exciting, interesting period of time. We actually had individual cell for almost a year. I felt that I had not done enough for my girls, thats why i don dare to commit in year 2010.
Just as i flipped open my QT material today, "From Faith to Faith, a daily guide to victory". Today's topic was "stick to your calling". I was a bit taken aback when i saw the topic, with much anticipation, i continue reading on...
The first sentence/question : "Are you doing what is God called you to do?"
Ponder... wonder..... am i doing what He called me to do?
God... I really hope i can continue to be a worthy servant of yours, but now, I am worried that i will not be able to deliver the task well. I do not wish to hinder the growth of my girls.
The last sentence
"After all, that calling is vital. Its holdy.. and it's yours. Dont ever let it slipped away from you"
Is God trying to tell me something thru today's QT?
Keep praying....
